memories and hugs

Dear Mummy

My trainer was off today so i was running our area all by myself. it's hard, dealing with children. they have no sense of authority or obedience. i was so close to losing my temper today which of course i couldnt do. but maybe this career just isnt for me.....

anyway. was thinking about memories today. mainly the good times i had in high school when all my friends were boys. in particular the moment when kyle went from a massive crush to me actually loving him. it was on a stairwell, it was science. whatever. anyway the point i was making is that i deal better now, i used to really get mad when i did something wrong or got embarrassed and then i would scream and lash out, hit people and swear. i realised today just how much better i am. i can stand back now, look at those times and laugh at myself. i wish i had been this person in high school.

ruth is upset because she's fallen out with her friends again, and corinne is upset because i dont want to go down for Easter.

what do i want? i want a man hug. there i said it. i want some guy friends in my life so i can get a lynx scented hug.

love you

heather xoxoxoxox