i wanna be...

Dear Mummy,

When i was little i wanted to be a mermaid. i loved the feeling of no gravity, the freedom, the warmth of the water. when i started watching buffy i wanted to be a vampire. vampires were hot, sexy, desired - unobtainable. i wanted to be a witch, charmed really took me under. what's scary now is that i don't know what i want to be, but what i don't want to be. i don't want to be normal. i don't want to live on this earth for the next 60 years and be ordinary. i'm still waiting for some major magical transformation, a hogwarts letter that got lost in the post, wings to sprout from my back. i'm still living in fantasy, i'm still missing you

Heather xoxoxoxox