What a summer!

Dear Mummy

I realise I have blabbered on about my dreams and stuff without actually telling you how the summer has gone. Well it's August now, and I've been down since late June. Fiona and I had fun going to the beach and hanging out on the trampoline etc etc it was lovely to have her here. It felt very empty when she left. I know Ruthie misses her a lot.

Ruth's A-Level results come in this Thursday, she is extremely nervous - she seems to be considering the possibility of having to retake the year. I honestly don't think she has done as bad as that but as that is her fear I can only be there to support her. We have a two way plan - if she passes we plan to go out and celebrate. If she fails we plan to make a plan on how to help her through next year and get her hammered in the mean time.

I heard from the college and have secured accommodation for next year, am getting very excited now - I hope it will turn out to be as much fun as I hope it to be. Obviously the major advantage will be that I can jump out of bed at 8.45 and not have to worry about buses and things :D

I have had my results posted through. I received a level 6 in my NC and an A in my higher, both in the subject of Early Education and Childcare, so I am a very happy bunny.

I forgot to mention that I have actually met up with Stuart this holiday. We went out one Friday night a couple of weeks back. We went to the beach and had a McDonalds and stuff. It was strange 'cause I was expecting it to feel like I was with a complete stranger, when in fact it was just like getting my best friend back. He was an idiot mind and extraordinarily frustrating and obnoxious as expected, but at the same time annoyingly gorgeous nonetheless. I do not yet know if we are meeting up again before I go or not. Part of me really wants to see more of him, and part of me wants to leave it as it is as we got on really well and I have lots of happy memories now, and I don't really want to put them in jeopardy.

I am getting ready to write a list of things I will need to take with me to the college, Dad and Corinne have talked about getting me a mini-fridge for my goats' milk and cheese and stuff, but I don't know if this is happening yet. I really don't want to leave Ruthie here alone, I think she will be dreadfully unhappy next year with all her friends gone off to uni and her needing a job in the hospital, which means she will have to drop her dino job, even if the new one is just voluntary as she needs the experience for her nurses course. On the plus side, she has a car now so she can at least get away independently when she needs to.

Much love and kisses

Heather xoxoxoxox