Strange Dreams

Dear Mummy

I had this really strange dream last night and it has totally freaked me out. Firstly there was no sound it was all very odd and very real. The doorbell went and I answered it and it was Stuart, and we went round to the trampoline to talk or something. Anyway - this being the first really perculiar part - we stopped talking bacause he kissed me. And then mid kiss, I stabbed him. In the lower abdomen. And my hands and this strange but beautiful dagger were covered in his blood, and yet we didn't stop kissing. And I didn't stop stabbing. And I rolled on top of him and sliced him open from neck to navel and reached my hands underneath his skin on one side and pressed down until his ribs broke beneath me. And I could feels his bones and his organs and his blood was everywhere and dripping through the holes in the trampoline. And he was still kissing me.

This of course is when Ruth woke me up, so I have no idea if all this craziness had any moral. All I know is that I have woken up completely freaked out.

I don't know. Guess I just needed to tell someone. Possibly a psychiatrist or something, but as I don't have one any more, you will have to do. Hope you're having fun singing with the angels and all that,

Love you

Heather xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx